Tired but happy :)

Just back from work… took my bath… sitting in front of lappy now… finally can rest la~~ hehe… I feel very happy today… Keep smiling whole day… =.=… sot jor… haha… I’m happy to know friends at my working place there. Happy to work with them. Though got many gossip la… I just dislike two people only… Other people are nice and funny :)

Now… i’m gonna leave. Maybe next week will be my last week. They all keep asking me when i leave… Ask me don’t forget them… must go visit them … haha… Just know them for few weeks only also ng seh dak me liao… lolz… Make me don’t wanna leave now… T_T I sure will miss the time when we gossip together… haha… Tell dirty jokes, curi curi chatting, playing fool around ……. hahaha…

I was having lunch with 3 funny guys today. =.=… 2 guys from diamond shop which beside my shop, one from city chain… So ngam we break at the same time. So they invited me to go have lunch together. I go CHI CHAN cause no need to pay… hahahaha… Just know them for few weeks too… But we are like know each other very long already… =.= Maybe i’m friendly gua… kakakaka… XD

Don’t know why… that 2 people really didn’t ask me to do things already. Only ask me to serve customer… But others all got things to do. Pity them …. So i go help them when i’m free… Told you guys i’m not easy to bully wan lo…. (kakaka… later tomorrow will give me all hard work to do then i can die lo… XD) cheh… do la…. scare you arr… blek… >p

Tomorrow is Sunday~ Everyone can go shopping but i have to work… T_T… Never mind… After i finish work i also can go shopping lu^^ Earn money now 1st…. blek…

Don’t want to write already… It’s very long essay liao… =.= Continue tomorrow la… :P bye^^

My dear Ryan’s 21st birthday^^

Celebrated my dear ex lou gong’s birthday on 16th of Nov. haha…  His exact date is on 17th actually… Cause that day i need to work so we planned to celebrate on 16th^^

At 1st we planned to go sing k at Neway in Puchong. Due to some reason so we changed the plan. Ryan suggested want to eat steak. He bring us to a Italian Restaurant which nearby leisure mall… It’s just a small restaurant but the environment there is nice :)

Ryan say this guy look leng zai…. =.=… keep kap zai there… lol….

erm… Don’t know what i propose… Ask him to help me pay for the dinner… haha…

 

Delicious ^^ love it~

This one ok ok only… :P

Omg~ i feel hungry now…. =.=

The birthday cake for him^^ haha… So cheap… :P But he wanted… this cake very delicious… i’m missing the taste now… T_T

 

So enjoy the cake…. lol

He felt very tired after working. Pity him… hehe….

The bill >”<… We didn’t buy anything for him so treated him this dinner. Wa…… One person need to pay RM 30++ >.<… haha…. Never mind la… For my dear dear ma… worth it geh… (heartache >.<..) haha…

Only left 4 of us here now. No sum, no cheng, no mich, no hang…. Mich is going to aus soon… Cheng will be back on next year end. Sigh…. NOW !! I’m waiting for sumyeh to come back :D:D He will be back during CNY !! Yay^^ miss him so so much…. didn’t pinch him few months already… He sure very miss me… hahahahaha….

Back to topic :P After dinner, 3 gals went to eat Tong Sui. Ryan left earlier cause he had another celebration with his friends. hehe…

Dimple Dessert House :)

This is my favourite^^ Don’t know what mango dy… haha…. But it taste not really nice…. =.=

Had a nice outing with 3 buddies^^ We chatted till very fun that night. Chatted about dirty jokes… haha…. Love them so much~ How perfect if sum, cheng, mich and hang are here to share the fun with us…. We will wait you all to come back :) Remember to miss us arrrrrr…… :P

Take leave~

Argh… Only work for one hour today cause i’m not feeling well… period pain make me almost faint when take heavy stock just now. T_T Body weak jor… how to be tough a bit? Anyone can teach me or intro some healthy vitamin to me? haha…

I thought Poker King just show on cinema not long only… so outdated… =.= Haven’t watch yet… Must go ask at jusco tomorrow.. if not cannot watch jor ler… haha…

Watched 2012 with my friends last night. Very nice, touch, exciting and funny movie. haha :D But my friend keep laughing when watching that movie…=.= He saw people died in the movie so very happy. Sot sot de… hahaha….And i shouted silently cause it was too exciting. haha… 

How scary if this world become like this… :( But the day is coming soon. So everyone must appreciate everything beside you … What you never do before must go and do now… Appreciate the one you love…. Live happily everyday… :)

Besides, someone keep saying me thin…. grrrr…. i very mind actually…. T_T… i don’t want to sad anymore… must stay happy everyday… i know emotional will affect the weight. I want to grow fat !!!!!!!!!!!! So…… eat more lo…. always laugh lo…. if sad have to laugh… if watch sad or scary movie have to laugh… talk with people have keep laughing… just laugh all the way i can…. hahahahahahaha…. XD

Errrr….. Very fan about something. Junior friends gathering and friend’s birthday next month. Both are on the same day. T_T How…. i wanna go both party… Sigh…. Unless one of the party change the date la… but it’s impossible… :( Must find a way to attend both party… :)

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha~~~ =.=

Sorry… T_T

Do you really think that we can get over with our past? I still love you so much… How can we be a normal friend? Maybe what i wrote in the previous blog is wrong meaning dy… I say you childish because you never know how appreciate a people that you love for so long. Not saying that clubbing or drinking is childish.

However, sorry what i said in the previous blog. What i told you on the phone was true. After that call, i really miss you a lot. I don’t want like that. If you really want me to sei sam, just be cruel like before how you treat me. As long as i will try to put down. You think that i’m really that strong? no… I’m weak… Maybe you can put down very fast and adapt to your life now. I go to work doesn’t mean i’m mature. I just want to avoid to think of you.

You dumped me again and again… i also forget how many times dy…. I feel very malu to say that actually. =.= Always ask myself why am i so stupid… But all this question are no reason. Cause i love you. It’s just simple. But every choice that you choose i only can respect.

I’m sorry bei… sigh…..

I will never make myself to regret. What about you?

About what i said in the previous blog… i said about the happiness i think i want to keep back. Why you want to call me… Why tell me that you still miss me and love me… You thought i’m not sad enough? So want to hurt me again? Want to let me know how happy you are now? Want to tell me that you can go club every night now? Can do whatever you like now?

Yea… i already know you will be very happy even without me in your life. And i already accepted this cruel fact. Since you ditched me at your house outside, i really very very sad and damn hurt…. Heart is already numb. Cried for whole week… didn’t go out and hide myself in the room for whole week. Happy to hear that i’m successfully got hurt by you ? But you were happy and enjoy everyday after break up.

Time had past for 3 weeks. I didn’t cry for you already. When i look at your new picture, i didn’t feel sad already. Still very miss you but this feeling will be lesser day by day. I believe. Cause i accepted this fact already… I won’t avoid to know and see everything about you now. I must face it. Quite cruel to myself to face everything. But my life still have to go on even without you.

So i go to work. This is the reason why i want to work. I don’t care how low is the salary. As long as i got things to do and won’t think so much. At the same time, i can learn many things from that. Every time broke up with you, i get and learn something. Not like you… Always drink, club, outings… You worked many job, go through many hard things and face many things in your life. You should be mature than me. But you are not…

After break up, you still thought that i cannot accept everything of yours. I told you i tried my best and finally accept already. What you expect for much more? Though it’s not good enough but at least i did it. Why you will never understand … Zzz.. Is you don’t wish to commit in this relationship, your heart is not here with me but only to your things. Is yourself too selfish and childish. This is not love me. You just love yourself only. If really love someone you will care for her in everything more than yourself. What i said you will never agree so always shoot me back.

Now…. this is not important to us anymore. Yea…. you choose to break up is a right choice. How suffer or hard i also will tahan… I want to grow up and not to stay at old childish time. Just tell me when you need back your things. After get your things, better don’t contact anymore. Just continue your happy life and i continue my simple life.

You are successfully make me to give up you now….

A very-san-fu month =.= (sumyeh teach)

It’s been a tough month for me. Cause of working, i don’t have time to stay home to do whatever i like, no time to dinner with my family, less go out with friends, not enough sleep and time to rest… T_T After back home, take my bath, eat supper then straight away go online. =.=… Tired but don’t want to sleep 1st.

Heard a lot gossips again today. =.= sienz.. Too unlucky cause my supervisor live nearby me, she said want to fetch me home, got something want to chat with me… I know all also about gossips. Don’t feel like want to sit her car. But don’t want to give trouble ryan and my dad ler… So no choice lo.. I just keep silent and be listener only. Sigh… Is it auntie old already nothing to do so always like to gossip people? >.<… Can stop bothering me ar? None of my business la… grrrr….

I rather to eat alone when during break time. I don’t want to eat with them… Especially that “28 years old auntie”… =.=.. Well, she is still single. I thought she is 30-40 years old like that and married when i 1st time i saw her. >.<… Kua jiong lo.. Even my mom also look younger than her. >.<… When ryan told me she is only 28, i was shocked !!!! Luckily i didn’t call her auntie, just call her name. LOL !! She is the one who always do bad things behind. DAMN DISLIKE HER !! Her look already old, but she still make up >.<.. Ryan said she look older after make up. hahahaha…. no skill at all… Cannot always look at her.. Spoilt my eyes…. =.=

Well, i’m not gossip her now. I’m just express my hate feeling to her. :P I know few new colleagues today :) 2 malay gals and 1 chinese gal. Had fun when work together with them^^ Keep chat with them. haha… I like to kacau another 2 malay guys. Cause they always making fun^^ I think i will always unhappy if without them. hehe… ei? i seem like happy to be friend with malay people oo… haha… But they are kind and good la… They helped me a lot sometime :)

I wanna go shopping T_T I wanna go many places and do many things… T_T Who willing to share all this with me? Why want to find a right person also so hard…. Want to find a partner is very easy… But want to love someone else is very very hard… agree? hehe… As long as i know there’s someone who always love and miss me is enough for me already. At least i feel the happiness in my heart :) Though cannot be together, i know you are fine and happy now then i also will happy for you :)

Want to sleep now ler… sleep so late again.. =.= Tomorrow have to work hard again … T_T

Tonight gonna be a good good night ~

Back to blog again~

Don’t remember how long i didn’t write my blog already. :P hehe… Lazy gua… haha…. Suddenly have the feeling want to express out my feeling. :) don worry… not emo feeling… haha…

Well, i’m having 2 months holiday now. Sooooo looooong….. =.= If stay at home for 2 months i can die … lol… So i want to go to work for part time. Currently work at jusco… With ryan^^ Finally my dad allow me to work already… hehe… Though the salary is low… but is ok for me to spend my time la… hehe…This is my 1st time working…  Honestly, i learned many things after i work. Not very many la… Realized many things lo… hehe… Before i work in this shop, i know a lot gossip between those people and there’s a lot of hard work to do already. I’m ready to go through all this hard time. Say is easy… but do is hard. =.=

I realized money is not easy to earn now. Every ringgit every sen is not easy to get. T_T… Last time i can buy whatever i want without money problem. But now…. My one day work salary only can buy 2 cups of Starbuck… >.<… ei? no… one and a half cup only… haha…

I have to learn how to protect myself ler… learn how to not let people bully and cheat… Learn how to control my temper to other people and my family… Learn how to control my sad feeling… I realized how realistic is people while working. But i cannot be the same like them. Yea.. It’s a very hard time for me now… just break up still not yet recover den now have to face working problem. T_T Quite san fu… But no matter how hard is my life… I still have to go on…

Compare to my other friends… I’m too childish. They are mature than me a lot. They know many working skill. At 1st i really don't understand. I thought everything is simple in my life. So i really want to learn more about it. Cannot stay at the childish stage anymore ler… Actually i very lucky ler… Every customers i served is very kind to me. Maybe i look like siu mui mui… =.= so they treat me like siu mui mui.. grrrr…. :P But i’m too honest already leh… :P I told my customer not to buy my shop clothes cause it’s not nice and expensive.. Go other shop to buy better… hahahaha…. Gik sei my boss… :P

This holiday is not really enjoy. But learned many things that i never know last time. The people i face and work together now is very fake. They show me their kind face in front of me but talk people bad behind. Well, i’m straight to talk to them. What i don’t like or what i hate i will tell them straight away. Cause i don’t like to be fake. Maybe people will say that i’m stupid cause like this will dak zui people. But i want to be the way i am. Show them that I’M NOT EASY TO BULLY WAN !!! (wa…. say like very geng wor…. but very weak actually… hahaha..XD )

Today is someone birthday. Wish him “Happy Birthday” ! ^^ Too bad no chance to celebrate with him anymore. However,  wish him stay healthy and take good care :)

Wa… so late already… >.<… Nite nite lo ^^ Feel like want to write more… but cannot tahan ler.. Tomorrow work again… T_T

okz.. muaksss ^^